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This Too Shall Pass

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Sometimes I wish I was more thick-skinned. Sometimes I wish I didn’t care and that all the decisions I make do not affect me. But there are instances in life when you have to take responsibility, do what duty calls and stand up for what you believe is a right decision. This is what growing up means. Facing life’s difficulties and making difficult decisions.  Even if sometimes making difficult decisions would bring about ugly, nasty feelings.  You feel like being in a pit of mixed emotions from regret to resolve, from anger to sadness and then to affirmation.  These are feelings you wish you could do without. And no matter how you wish you won’t feel these crazy emotions, they settle right there at the pit of your stomach. All comfortable and gearing in to make you feel, absolutely miserable..

All I could do is pray. Pray to help me get through this.  Pray that I accept that it’s all part of what life throws at me. 

Pray that this too shall pass. Soon.

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